my ring...

the ring gone.... is important to me.... was pain to see its not wearing on my hand... haih... :'S

she said...can it be trusted ?

i heard.... i listen.....
i drink .... i chill.....
i sleep.... i dream....
i finally relize...... what i done.....
what should i do......
juz cant decide......
should i juz try or trust a stranger?
should i juz bet my luck ?
should i?
lotsa question mark ....
lotsa things to think...
lotsa plan to do....
i juz hate it......
thats life....
haih.....
i always wish you got a a better life....
i nvr wish for mine...
knowing u will nvr concern me 1st but 2nd....
but i still force to believe that im still the first....
friends... what for i make friend?
drink? talk? play?
but nvr talk....
i only plan...
time for some change....
god gv me courage for that .....
Amen

** all are againts what she said to me last night.... **